so the plan was to move back to az when amron was done with his classes in april.
the new plan is when we go back for my brothers wedding in one week the kids and i will stay there. as in live there. as in never go back to mexico.
and i'm losing my mind. i'm such an emotional mess. i know it's the right thing to do. i'm just having the hardest time. we can't really afford to fly to az then back to mexico then az a month later. and we already have a house in az that we have and will be paying the mortgage on anyways.
i guess i'm just really horrible with change. i'm scared. i don't know why. i really like arizona. i miss my family sooooooo bad. and i'm so excited to stop paying rent and a mortgage.
but i can't bring myself to pack. and i keep crying. and eating too many tacos.
and i already miss my friends here!
i'm such a baby!
P.S. My brother's getting married!
P.S.S. He shaved his goatee, don't worry!
P.S.S.S. I got moles burnt off. Yep. We can talk about this more, later.