When people ask me how I'm feeling I usually say great! Because I am. Typically with twin pregnancies, I hear, they are a lot harder then normal pregnancies. The morning sickness is worst, there is a higher risk for depression and all the other bad things that come along with pregnancy. When I was pregnant with Graham I had a really hard, hard time. My morning sickness was horrible and I felt like I became a different person; a mean, sad person. I slept all day and stayed awake all night. I took showers that lasted for hours and cried and cried. I was a mess. I wasn't happy and I wasn't doing good.
When I found out I was pregnant again I was excited to be having another baby but also very, very worried about being pregnant. I knew I couldn't be a good mom and do the same things I did last time. One night I was really worried and thinking about what I would do when the distinct thought came to me, "You don't have to do it alone". I knew Heavenly Father was trying to tell me to depend on him. So I did. And it has made all the difference.