Monday, August 2, 2010
It's late at night and to avoid going to bed....I will Blog on my cyber soap box
I feel like I'm always looking forward to something and that's what keeps me going. Usually it's losing weight. And sometimes it's just a soda to get me out of bed in the morning, (route 44 diet coke with vanilla, please!). I'm always just making it through the weekends so I can start that new diet on Monday. Then on Tuesday when I mess up I just wait for the next Monday. I think the reason that I mess up on Tuesday is because I don't do everything perfect. I'm kind of an extreme person, I can go from Atkins to the HCG in a matter of minutes, and I like to do things perfectly. I feel like I always need to be on a diet or at least be planning to be on one all the time. So I have this obsession with losing weight but why can't I do it? I don't want to be super model skinny, I want to be healthy, able to run and not be weary, and a size 4. I need some motivation. Also any ideas you have or have heard! I'm starting tomorrow, actually messed up today, wish me luck!! I'll keep you posted how it goes!